H-MaiZa

2006-12-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

wanda and yui wanna do kigurumi for next year's streetfest! so as expected, i got roped in too. ahahaha, yui's doing pikachu i think and wanda's doing a random cow. for me, i'll be doing lain's teddybear PJs.

and we have to sew everything ourselves, we need to start early. we're planning to get everything done by april then maybe we can have a private photoshoot first. a really really private one. ;)

i'll try drawing a sketch by this week and get all the necessary measurements. then we can estimate how much cloth we need. fur is expensive though so maybe we need to spend 50+ on cloth alone.

first time doing kirugumi, so excited. XDD oh but wanda wants to do ganguro kigurumi. not me though, ganguro is definitely not my thing. besides, can you imagine a ganguro lain? thats just so wrong. and does anybody know where i can get teddybear bedroom slippers? those fluffy ones? preferably with a 3D teddybear.

the whole family will be going JB tomorrow. its hari raya haji on sunday, so selamat hari raya to all who are celebrating it!

2006-12-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

i hate being jobless. -_-" i need a job. somebody get me a job! now!

me having too much free time is seriously not good for my relationship with mummy dearest. sooner or later i'm probably gonna burst. she pricks me too much. poking, prying.....i'll never hear the end of this.

plus i'm outta cash too. i need more moolah!! saddam hasn't started his tutoring sessions yet so i'm pretty much cash-strapped right now. and well haszirah, not enough larr. maybe next year i should up the price since my expenses are up-ing themselves too. *evil grin*

was supposed to watch deathnote with eng keat tonight. but narrie wants to watch after hari raya so the date's been postponed.

oh by the way, i saw luke's new crews yesterday. not bad. there was this one kid who i swear would pass off as a total babe! his face is just soooo adorable! everything he does looks so damn female! and his adam's apple ain't that obvious too so the only thing he's missing is boobs. my god, i felt like strangling him and stuffing him inside my pocket sia. soooooo cute!

and there's something seriously wrong with my msn. some stupid error. i can't even use web messenger. sucks right?

bought a pair ballerina earrings yesterday. i'll probably never wear them though. just bought them cause they looked good enough to eat. XD and i went to get a filter cover my hp with zul too. then hung out with her and adib. hhmmmm..i wanted to upload the video of him being a total dweeb but stupid firewall won't let me upload the damn file. fcker.

next time then i guess?

2006-12-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok, i promised raii a really long entry today so here it is! =)

i woke up quite late today. met up with doinkx cause i wanted to get my hp. but then i couldn't register for a line cause i wasn't 18 yet...so i thought i was gonna wait for daddy. then we went to 834 to satisfy my unquenched craving for chicken cutlet. thank god the stall was open!! i loooooove the auntie so much! mwahkahkahkah.

okk, then after eating till my stomach wanted to burst, me and doinkx went to smexy lexy's place for the christmas partayy!! there were lotsa yummy looking food there but alas, my tummy's capacity was already full. daddy wasn't at home around 4pm and i was getting impatient. so i ended up getting abg/ hafiz (who is now my fav cousin btw) to help register for the line! XD

so i ended up getting a black nokia 5300 and now i'm left with $0.25. =)

went back to lexy's place and stayed there till almost 7pm. had to go back cause i had tuition with haszirah but she was a no-show. i think she forgot or something....sheeeeeeeesh...

so the new phone is nice. but i'm having a hard time pressing some keys cause of my nails. i'm not used to using a slidephone so i find it difficult tryna press the 1,2 and 3 keys. the speaker is cool, memory is 256 MB but the camera has no flash and is a meagre 1.3 megapixel. oh wells, it's acceptable i guess.

hmmmmmmmm....i don't really know what else to type. so ermmm...have a merry christmas everybody!

2006-12-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

i just got back, too tired to update lotsa. had a blast and i wish all the best for my uncle and his new family. =)

2006-12-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm..i just came back from Cosafe aka the maid cafe. so now its time for the review. =)

first off, a lot of people had already given bad comments about Cosafe so my hopes weren't that high. most claimed that they were greeted with an 'irashaimase' instead of a more appropriate 'kairinasai goshujin-sama' but guess what? all i got was a 'hi, table for two?'. so yarh, first impression was definitely bad. but we were ushered inside instead of dining al fresco and the place was quite cosy so i decided to let that tiny little incident slip.

well i'm sure everybody's dying to know how the maids look like. honestly speaking, they were quite pretty, definitely chio by any male's standards and the outfit was decent enough. they had the cute-sy look going on for them and no sane specimen of the male species would deny them as eye candy. however, i'm pretty sure that they're not fluent in japanese eventhough the cafe boasts multi-lingualism as one of its perks. the maids were kind of blur as well, kind of not sure what to do and running around aimlessly quite a lot. but what they lack in experience, they sure make up in friendliness. one particular maid gets my vote cause she kept coming back to our table asking if there was anything she could do, tryna make our visit there as enjoyable as possible. thumbs up babe!

the food was okay, drinks too. it didn't take that long. but the prices are definitely a killer if you're a student. but portions are big so you can definitely share. the environment was pretty neat, comfy chairs and everything so i'll definitely be dropping by again maybe after New Year's.

and sorry to disappoint but no pictures were taken. witch_cat has clearly stated that pictures are not allowed to be taken and eventhough others have ignored that comment of hers, i'd like to respect her words since it seems that she is trying her best.

oh and while we were there, we spotted some hentai jijis. sheeeesh. so gatal, balek rumah jage anak sudah. nak ngada-ngada ngan pompuan mude! buek!

side note : i'll be leaving for JB tomorrow. i'll probably be back next monday! toodles and merry christmas! =)

2006-12-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

i just realised how many idiots we have here in singapore. sheeeeesh, our education system is already so advanced and there are still people who can't seem to understand logic and common sense.

sneakpeek. if you want more, you know how to find me. =)

2006-12-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

rai turns 17 today. wanted to be the first one to wish her at midnight but i fell asleep @ 10pm and woke up just before 2pm just now. o.O

then i had to rush to woodlands cc for the award thingy. it was damn boring sia. had to wait a few hours. oh and guess what. =)

i got $500!!

when i got the letter saying i was top 10%, honestly speaking i was kinda pissed off. cause i thought for sure i was top 5%. so i was kinda grumpy just now larr, cursing all the top 5%-ers. then skali i see my cheque is $500!! for those who don't know, top 10% = $300 and top 5% = $500. now i'm like so glad. mice is a happy kitty.

i went to the bank straight after but it was already late so i can only deposit the cheque tomorrow. sad nyaa.

grrrrrrrr...rai didn't pick up her phone. *bites rai*

2006-12-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

uwahhh. stac eoy was just now. as expected, i didn't catch a single wink the night before because i was rushing my costume. i only managed to get everything done by 6am.

met the people : hyder, elaine, wanda & 'the manager'. nice bunch. preperations took quite some time. especially hyder's shoes. my god were they a dilemma! ended up leaving woodlands @ 10-ish i think.

spent more time in the toilet cause i had a problem with my cloak's collar. manager had to sew it on me as a final resort. met angela (aka mamoru) and ermmm...walked around. people took pictures of us and we took pictures of them. saw some familiar faces. ariki looked great, saw zin/gin + their bunch, zeph and her wicked cool costume, skye being a fcking kickass reira etc.

anyways, had lunch, chit chat for a while and got back up. there were more people. took more pictures, and more pictures of us were taken. hyder especially was quite a fav among the ermmm....otakus. *wink*

blah blah blah blah, reached home at about 6pm. tired. really really tired. but i had a lot of fun. maybe next year us five are going to cosplay dir en grey. maybe. just maybe.

anyways, pics will be up as soon as someone sends them to me. =).

2006-12-15T19:33:00.000+08:00

THE BLOODY SEWING MACHINE JUST STOPPED WORKING!! AND WHY AREN'T THE RELEVANT PEOPLE ONLINE?!?! bloody fck larr.

so i've totally abandoned the idea of getting a beret. so all i need left is my cloak and capelet. i've cut out the motif for my capelet, all that's left is for it to be glued or sewed on. so just now i finally got the guts to cut my cloth for the cloak. and i started sewing at around 5pm? then suddenly while i was halfway through, the bloody thing got screwed up. all the stitches came out funny. i'm typing on my keyboard so hard right now. fck mann. fck fck fck fck. that's all i have to say. oh and ermm HOW DARE YOU GOD!!! fck you too larr.

shit larr. the only thing i know how to do is to curse. and curse summore.

fck this.

2006-12-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

fck mann. eoy stress!! i still haven't even cut my cloak and capelet, let alone sew them. and i still don't know what to do with my bloody hair!! fcking shit!!! i feel like stabbing someone right now. sheeeeeeeeeeesh.

fck larr. basically i have 4 major problems.

1. cloak
2. capelet
3. hair
4. beret

fck. fck. fck. fck.

dare mo tasukete kudasai?

2006-12-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

ok, so this ass sends me this testimonial on friendster :

u aint rude
u got a lot guts to say dat..
cuz every1 noes me
aint u ashamed of urself?
lols
and u said 'do i noe u?'
how am i suppose to noe dat u donoe me..
think bout dat my fren

like wtf. buat klakar kepe dik oi? he added me and since on his profile it states that he was from riverside sec and marsiling pri, i accepted him larr. then i sent him a testimonial saying if i knew him or something cause his face seriously does not seem at all familiar to me. is he an ex-classmate or something? we have no friends in common on friendster so i was wondering how he found my profile larr. and then this is the reply i get? sheeeesh, what a total dweeb man. tk kenal cakap je larr tk kenal, kalau nak kenal cakap jerr larr.

crapp, another jantan ngada2 is starting to pester me again.

is there like something wrong with you male species? (no offence to the real gents) if i show no interest in you that does not mean i'm playing hard to get, it bloody means i'm not interested! fcking hell mann. if i've known you for quite some time and the sparks haven't flown within that time, it means the chances of us getting together are like zero. if i'm interested, i'll let you know. otherwise piss off asshole!

2006-12-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

uwahhhhh.....it's been quite a few days since i blogged. lolz, i've been really busy recently larr. rushing my outfit for eoy and all. this week especially has been pretty hectic.

yesterday i met up with angela (aka mamoru) and we went to chinatown. i got my skirt, 2m of cloth for my cloak + beret and ermmmm...i can't really remember but basically it was really productive larr. and then @ night i did the design for the motif on the cloak as well the basic design for the cloak. i decided to do two seperate pieces, cause it'll be easier for me to sew.

i woke up quite early today. met up with angela, hyder and we headed to town. was looking for angela's headband and hairspray but we only managed to find the latter. we bought hyder's shoes too, they're really cute but there's sort of a problem with the size. he's a 10 and most shops sell only up to size 8 or 9. we finally managed to find a size 10 but he didn't couldn't even fit that one. so the assistant said they would stretch it overnight and try to soften the heel part, we'll be getting it back tomorrow. hopefully it fits! *fingers crossed* then ivan joined us and we went to 88th @ bugis icon. fun shit there mann! i found this really cute dress!! hahahha, i'll be getting it on monday most probably. hyder and ivan tried on a lot of clothes. nutso people. but surprisingly, they didn't look that bad in them sia. i've seen girls looking much worse. stayed there till about 7pm and then i had to go back cause i had tuition with haszirah @ 8. i reached home really late though cause the train ended @ yishun (damn fck!) so i had to reschedule it to tomorrow. came back blah blah blah, sewed hyder's socks (took me like 2 hours!??!) and here i am blogging.

plans for tomorrow are to get hyder's shoes, sew the cloak, tuition and hopefully (if mummy allows) go to elaine's house to see how everything fits.

i still have no idea what to do about the coat though. shit mannn. i wasn't even half this stressed during O levels!!!!!

2006-12-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to panic for eoy! only 5 days left! i still haven't gotten my cloak, coat, skirt and beret!! plus my funds are seriously low right now. FCKING SHIT! oh crap, plus i need to get my pink contacts really soon too! bloody shit.

i'll probably be getting my hair done next thursday or friday. see first larr. shit man. i'm in such a mess! this is what happens when you push everything to the last minute!

oh and ermm Cosafe is opening on the 12th of december. for those who are unaware, its the cafe that witchcat and makoto_youko opened up. its like maid-themed and no, not your typical indonesian maid kind! haha, anybody want to join me? i'll probably be dropping by the week of Christmas. and duh, i'll be dressing up too. haha, if anybody's interested let me know aightz? ;)

2006-12-09T13:48:00.000+08:00

i just woke up. lolz. i came back so late it could be considered early. XD. supposed to pass my pannier to hyder but ended up watching a movie and talking bull instead. mummy was worried i think, i hate it when she worries. i told her i'll be back but i really don't know what goes on in that mind of hers. does she think i'm out drinking? or making out with some random guy? sheeeeeeeeesh. parents have too active an imagination. everything i do is practically harmless. haiz, but i guess it can't be helped larr. i mean being a parent means you constantly have to be paranoid about your kid right? cause you are responsible for their future. oh wells........i'll try to do better next time. =X. i don't like making mummy worried, she already has enough shit to worry about. bleargh. this sucks.

i'll probably get an earful when she gets back from work. cause i was sleeping when she woke up and she was sleeping when i came back. our relationship is very frustrating. that's why i need a job asap. the less free time i have, the lesser times i do things that make her mad. plus the less i see her, the less she'll be stepping on my toes. somebody get me a job please? preferably 10+hour shift? lolz. not joking by the way. =)

2006-12-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

i'm listening to the prince of tennis live action ED, ippome by yellow cherry. damn i really love this song. it's kinda mellow but i really dig it mann. if anybody wants it please pm me aightz?

i feel kinda better today. *big hug to all the readers*

anyways, for all those on holiday right now, have fun yea? for those still schooling or working, endure! lolz...and for those that are simply rotting, ROT ON BABES!

oh and i'll be switching blogs soon. i think i'll still be keeping arkham-asylum as a blog though, i haven't really decided yet larr. will let you guys know by my bday. toodles meeps!

2006-12-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

i'll be down for you baby.
i'ma ride for you baby.
i will be the one you need.
i'll do anything you want.

fck this. that's all i can say. i'm tired, pissed off and too goddamn annoyed to rebel. are you testing me god? cause if you are, i've reached my bloody limit.

ever seen how glass shatters when a high frequency sound is released? that's how my head feels like right now. billions of tiny vibrations knocking against my cranium all at once. there is only so much shit one person can put up with you know. and all this while i'm tryna be good girl for mummy and daddy.

i can't even start with what's going on right now. too much bullshit larr. all the tears, all the yelling and screaming...i'm tired of it. why can't we seem to move on? its like every time things seem to be going on well, shit happens and we're back to square one. i've changed so much for you, and could you just once maybe even try to accept me the way i am? i'm trying very very very hard. i know you are too but could you please not just lash out at every single bump on the road? what if you wake up one day and i'm no here anymore? would it make your life easier. if it would then tell me please so i can leave. you've made a lot of mistakes, and so have i. i've forgiven you but why do you still keep harping on mine? prodding me, poking me. just quit it will you?

fck this man.

2006-12-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

oh shit, the wreckoning has started. somebody take me away. onegai shimasu?

2006-12-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

i'm laughing so much my stomach hurts. teeth and his typos larr. hahahhaha, way too hilarious. XD

anyways, hyder said that NP performed jusui negai during yesterday's gig! and i missed it!!! dammit! i totally forgot about the gig you know, plus i was covering for mummy since noon so zul and hyder couldn't contact me. damn damn damn. that's like my favourite song sia! not fair. hmmmmmph! must remind him to send me the recording later.

oh by the way, i'm at kakak's place now. met up with her around midnight, lepak till morning then went to north oaks.

PS : teeth shall be known as susu from now on. =). ahahhahahahahah. i made that up for him cause his name is too long. he hates it and is threatening to pester me since he knows where i live. lolz. SUSU! ahahahha, suke sangat kacau orang ey aku ni XD

2006-12-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

i gave up watching gokusen 2. the plot is just too predictable larr. i mean, even gokusen was quite dull but at least there was matsumoto jun! premium choice eyecandy. *droooooooool* plus they sort of recycled quite a lot of speeches from gakusen as well so i really cannot tahan larr. right now i'm watching kimi wa petto! XD mj is sooooooo bloody adorable~ moe to the max! i want my own momo too you know! anybody knows where i can go get one? XD

2 weeks after Os already and i still haven't gotten a job. pathetic ne? i had to cover for mummy today cause she's in jb, dead boring at first but very tiring whent he customers rushed in. plus c/wati had to take care of haziqah and n is such a dweeb. *note to self : never marry a guy like n, one dweebo in the family is more than enough. =)

okay, haven't been doing much 'work' lately so here's a little something for you guys. my petitions, emails etc have been piling lately! anyways, save the whales ya'll! you know you love em! click here.

2006-11-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

prom was cool. i had a lot of fun. but i just came back just now at around 8am. =)

this week has been pretty fcked up. there were a lot of things that i wanted to do after my Os, but so far one dilemma has been coming up after another. and things have been...well, to simply put it, just plain fcked up larr.

i haven't been blogging much, the last time i watched an anime was weeks ago [during Os i think], my income is literally depleted and everything seriously sucks right now.

i'm stuck.

2006-11-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

prom is today. my eyes are swollen from yesterday. i hope it doesn't show. damn it. now is really not a good time for prom sia. i feel really abd leaving everybody and going out to have a good time.

fck this man.

2006-11-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

some wise words from Oprah. don't just read it ladies, embrace it. cause its all true. wether you want to believe it or not.

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

4. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better.

5. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

6. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

7. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

8. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

9. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

10. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

11. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

12. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

13. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

14. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

15. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

16. Never let a man define who you are.

17. Never borrow someone else's man.

18. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

19. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

20. All men are NOT dogs.

21. You should not be the one doing all the bending ...compromise is a two way street.

22. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

23. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

24. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

25. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

26. Never move into his mother's house.

27. Never co-sign for a man.

28. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

2006-11-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

wow, i'm like so bloody goddamn busy nowadays sia. so much has happened these past few days. too many things to do, too many people to check up on etc. prom is on wednesday, hopefully everything will settle down by then.

my heart goes out to you. no matter what the doctor says, 1% is still better than none. i know you're fighting for your life, trying your bloody best. remember that we're still here with you. you're in our thoughts and prayers every single second. never ever even think of giving up hope.

we love you.

2006-11-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

just got back from tiong bahru with zul. i woke up at 8am just now you know! accompanied her to go to the MOE thing. i hope everything turns out okay.

i'll be going to jb with rozana later. looking for some stuff. oh and i finally cut my hair! sorta anyways. i kept my bangs, layered the back and cut my fringe...mummy says i look like an ah lian. -_-". sedih sakkk, ibu sendiri plak tu.

n is still not back. damn camp. oh well, i can sleep in his room. mwahkahkahkahkah!

hmmmm, dilemma with hyder's shoes. he's shoe size is bigger than mine so he has to get his own. if he wants to buy lolita kind of shoes its kinda expensive, furthermore its just a one-time thing. so like waste money right? i think buy plain mary janes enough larr. or can try purchasing online?

oh well, i need to go change! XD

2006-11-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

doinkx and hazel dyed their hair already. wahhh, so envious. =X haiz, now no money larr. funds all channeled to eoy.

i still haven't dropped by HMV. maybe tomorrow cause me, zul and luke are going town to get some prom stuff and cut our hair! yes yes, we're all cutting our hair together! kfreakz! yang was supposed to follow but he's not online and hard to contact. i told him on monday but he said that he'll only come in after 5pm. -_-"

by the way, kakak already got a job! *sobsob* at SAS. can cuci mate while working. haha!

hmmmmmmm....i lost szul's no and he's not online. camane ni?

n's away at camp again. just came back OBS and there's another camp already. he's one busy bumblebee. he better not ruin my bag!

2006-11-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

otsukaresama deshita minna!

the Os are finally over! mwahkahkhakha....

me and hazel are supposed to go job-hunting but she's not feeling so well. poor zel, just now last paper summore. =(

anyways, i really want to work at HMV!

2006-11-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

wow. i'm still sleepy. eventhough i woke up at 12noon.

went to mimz's place for hari raya yesterday. reached there at about 6pm. but not a lot of people turned up. khai k, adib and yusri. then fix and reza joined us on the way to adib's house. and since we were at adib's house, might as well call zul up right? so we went to 2 houses only in total but by the time we left adib's place, it was like 11pm? then we went to some void deck to lepak. then lynn came to join us. but it was damn boring larr. so adib and zul went crazy and i became their photographer. haha. such a fun bunch sia. reminds me of the old days....

then since me and mimz were the only ones wearing baju kurung, i went back with zul and adib to change. then went crazy nutso along the way too. took so many pictures. XD when we reached the void deck, mimz and lynn were leaving. then after a while, yusri and fix wanted to leave too. they didn't want to miss the last bus.

so in the end there was me, zul, adib, reza and khai k. then i don't know how but we started talking about alif world. haha. it was hilarious larr. everybody had different stories to tell. we reminisced our lower secondary days, then ended up sharing ghost stories? haha. scared the shit out of us larr. then it was nearing 2am already, wind was blowing kinda funny too so we decided to leave. plus everybody was very sleepy already. zul went back with adib (duh!), then khai k sent me home but i didn't let him send till my block and reza went home alone. poor reza sia. he lives so far and he had to walk alone. plus after all those creepy stories. but he's quite a cool dude ya know!

oh by the way, yusri told me that hyder was cosplaying nami from one piece for eoy. but hyder said no. he's going to be going as a lolita. weird larr he. then ivan also cosplaying sia! my god. i'm like bloody speechless. terperanjat berok sakk aku. die org nk kasi aku heart attack agaknyer. sheeeeeeeesh.

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hyder said he might be getting neko ears and tail! MOE! lolz.

2006-11-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

poa paper just now was easy. made me wanna sing kanariya.....naku..sora..... lolz. but i doubt i can get an A though. damn moderation.

anyways, mum told me some things that made me feel very uncomfortable yesterday. very very uncomfortable.

it was you who was dying there right in front of me and i couldn't stop the tears, i couldn't hold them in.

he told me a story and she told me another. what am i supposed to do when both tales contradict the other? does that mean both of them are lying? or is it just a case of selective memory?

right now, what happened then doesn't really matter to me. because knowing the past doesn't necessarily mean you can change the future right? but it just hurts larr.

i wish i could be more like n. everything also suan le. the world could burn up in flames, killing our whole family, but he'll probably do just fine. lolz.

i wanna go nyai's house next monday. but with mum's permission larr. i think its about time we faced the music ain't it? sneaking around is sooooooo pathetic. i feel like a snake. and contrary to popular belief, i do not enjoy lying to my parents!

-edit-
ok, here's summore chores for you to do today. and i know you people are very free cause otherwise you wouldn't be wasting your time reading my blog! =)

first, watch this video. it's really important [and cute] and it only takes a few minutes. click here if you care.

after that, you can annoy the Canadian and Espanyol government by spamming them! haha, no larr. just send them an email will do.

Canadian government : here

Spanish government : here

2006-11-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

this has got to be my earliest post for the year. XD

i'm at kakak's place. but she's sleeping right now in rey's room. khai k and zahid are brokeback mountain-ing in roza's room. haha XDDD. khai k said something bloody hilarious just now sia.

khai k to zahid's dad : die perlukan saya cik.
translation : he needs me uncle.

i was like laughing so hard at that just now.

anyways, i'll be going for the forum outing on the 26. hopefully there ain't gonna be any jealous girlfriends, jies, or whatever larr. i hate drama. we'll be watching happy feet most probably. i don't think i'll be dragging anyone else down since its a forum thing. kind of redundant larr.

i'm not sure what time i'l be sleeping. 3 or 4 most probably. but the lights in kakak's room is still on and i don't want to intrude on whatever zahid and khai k might be doing. haha XD!

well, i'm bored stiff. somebody entertain me please? =)

2006-11-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

hari raya outing with the express people yesterday. spent some well invested time with my old sweethearts. =)

we used to be triplets you know!
more can be found on narr's page.

came back at around 1am yesterday. mum was of course pissed. then watched some sickeningly cool japanese movie on tv. some yin/yang thing larr.

i think i'll be studying with kakak later. not so sure though. will confirm later. =)

by the way, saw some old 'friends' yesterday too. i saw purple/pink hair from afar and i was already like 'ey, looks familiar!' XD

2006-11-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

jealous girlfriends are an ugly thing.

i consider myself to be quite patient most of the times but when it comes to idiots, my tolerancy level plunges to zero. i seriously cannot tahan insolent behaviour. seriously. that's why i keep telling people that i'm not all that friendly. but do they listen? NO! so even after being warned and you still befriend me knowing my terms, am i the one to be considered rude and mean if i behave the way i see fit? sheeeeeeeeesh larr people. how many times must i tell you to grow a brain? is it all that difficult to use your common sense once in a while? sheeeeeeeesh.

2006-11-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

i see London, i see France,
i see FOURTEEN underpants. =)

studying with those people was fun sia. funnest study session ever. and i barely even know these people sia!! haha, even if i didn't really study. [i was annoying them actually! XD] but anyways, hope you guys do well for Os. and get well soon larr hafiz!

only a few more papers to go. can't wait! woohoo. i feel quite good about my papers larr. surprisingly, even for the subjects that i don't study and never pass up work, i don't feel worried at all. =D. but maybe that's just me being an idiot larr. you never know right?

n just came back. blearrrgh. balek tros gi cc. pastu sampai rumah call ehemehem dulu. hmmmmmph.

i'm not really sure about the outing with the express people. it's kind of in a mess. and a lot of them aren't being a good sport. now i remember why i don't mix with them in the first place. nak pegi pon mcm tkde mood seyy. mcm waste time jerr. but since i asked mizah to come, and mimi'll be there, i'll be coming too i guess. it's been a while since i saw mimz.

i'm not sure what i'll be doing tomorrow. more letters maybe? i didn't get to finish the AIDS letter just now. i was in a rush larr. so ermmm, plans tomorrow will be settled tomorrow then! =)

2006-11-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

sheeeeeeesh. so much for getting an A for science. physics was harder than expected. i fcked up the question on resistance, waves and ermmm force i think. maybe about 20 marks in all. shoot.

english was damn easy though. haha. guess what the comprehension passage was about! all my ocean defender stuff sia.! XD i was so damn happy i practically giggled! everything came out! over-fishing, whaling [though it didn't flame iceland. dammit], sick methods of fishing [only mentioned drift nets and tuna though. i was hoping they'd drag in deep-trawling as well but heck, god ain't that kind], pollution [causes and effects] and ermmm basically everything else i mentioned in my blog larr. i knew the topic so well i could write the practically write the answers without even looking at the passage sia! i mean, i've been blogging about it co much. and i've typed so many emails on the matter. haha, but of course cannot be complacent right? bgut anyways, i'm glad the comprehension was about this. if you really think about it, this way everybody had no choice but to read the whole passage. its like the best publicity for ocean defenders. XD

for my paper one, i didn't have enough time to finish my final work for situational writing so i handed up my first draft instead. which was a waste cause my final piece was a gazillion times better. but oh well, i'm sure i'll do ok. for free-response, i did another expository. the narrative topics were dead boring and plus i knew the topic fairly well too. i chose the question "Singapore has limited land, is it wise to set aside space for nature reserves" or something like that larr. i was happy with my work, handwriting was neat and all but it could've had better planning. =)

geography paper tomorrow. *prays for a map from zimbabwe*.

hana's birthday is tomorrow as well. XD soon she'll be going to soon. awwwwwwwww, my babies are growing up too quickly. =S

and ermmmm, here's a cute video in relation to our comprehension passage. click here! and while you're at it, it wouldn't hurt to take some action too. =)

have a nice day!

2006-11-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

alerrrrmak. aku baru tgh happy2 ni. tapi skarang mood aku dah spoil. sheeeesh. thanks a lot larr peeps.

well so far the papers have been ok i think. math paper 1 was really easy but because of that, its going to be very hard to get an A1. moderation and all. =(.

social studies easier than prelim so i think i might pass this time. i just have to do better for geography. i only read up on merger but unfortunately for SEQ, i did the question on welfare state etc. i couldn't recall all the facts for the other topics larr.

ermmm, then there was chemistry. just ok-ok only. i missed out some marks cause of careless mistakes. like that bloody dot-cross diagram. but never mind. i'll just have to make sure i don't lose marks in MCQ and physics. cause i'm way better in physics than chemistry.

english papers are tomorrow as well as physics. i need an A for english!!!! hopefully i'll get the right format for situational writing this time. and the passages won't be dead boring. *fingers crossed*

anyhootz, for all those that are studying hard right now, i'm really proud of you guys! even if you just started your revision very last minute, its still better than nothing right? but for those who have simply given up and/or are too lazy to care, shame on you. wasting your parents money as well as their crushing their hopes. maybe one day when you have kids, they'll do the same to you. [that's what my mum always says by the way XD]

n still isn't back. *wails* senyap rumah aku. tkyah nak gadoh utk pakai com! XD. only 3 more days till hi OBS is over!!

-edit-
is it just me or has the number of hypocrites infesting our population gone up significantly these past few years? i'm not talking about anyone in particular, heck, just some random strangers that are just seriously so wtf in my opinion. dunia tu bulat, jadi jgn larr nk di leper2kan. and puhlease larr, if you want to make a statement then please state your points clearly. what's the big deal with betaing around the bush? sheeeeeeesh. kids these days. 15 still wanna wear diapers ar? noobshitx!

2006-11-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

Os officially start tomorrow. can't you just feel the excitement raging in the air?

my social studies textbook still remains untouched. might as well not be present for the social studies paper tomorrow. sheeeeeeeeesh mice. can't wait for math though. yes, i am such a weirdo freak.

i'm feeling slightly dizzy right now larr. and i'm sort of burning up too. hopefully it won't be as bad tomorrow.

the raya outing with the express people will be next weekend. can't wait. its been awhile since i saw them.

i should get something to eat. my throat's pretty dry too. damn headache.

i've spent all my raya money already. =) i must be insane.

2006-11-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

*disclaimer* despite what you may believe, i am not siding with hazel. i am merely stating this in an impartial point of view. you guys are new to blogging so you might not understand how 'blogging' actually works. so i understand how this 'drama' was ignited in the first place. however, i urge you to read my post with an open mind and cease to flame each other incessantly. the only thing you gain from doing so, is making yourself look stupid. no joke.

[i never blog more than once a day but because of this matter that i feel desperately needs to be addressed, i will bend the rules a wee bit. so you guys better appreciate this ok!]

regarding hazel's blog =)

to hazel...
publishing your entries online means other people will undoubtedly see them. so even if what you wrote may just be your sentiments alone, it may arouse unhappiness or animosity within certain groups of people. the internet is a public place, remember that. you might as well have written your comment on the canteen seat because basically, lots of people have easy access to it. this is why i never expose names in my blog. it is unwise for you to do so because it will only invite annoying flames from unwanted parties. i hope you learn from this and will think carefully next time before you publish your entries. if you feel you absolutely have to post it, then save it as a draft or don't make your blog public. simple as that.

this is to fabian, doinkx and whoever else that may be unhappy over the whole art issue larr...
blogger is not the bible. whatever written here may not necessarily be true. though you have grounds to consider it as libel or slander, the internet is an unreliable source and should not be taken seriously. i thought you people were grown up enough to know that by now. and flooding her cbox with those kind of comments is just plain immature. years of schooling and this is the only solution you can come up with? try harder please. i know you're unhappy, i would be too if someone wrote those kind of things about rozana or doinkx but like i said earlier, there are other ways to go about this. and besides, what is it that you hope to accomplish by your actions? do you want her to retract her words? make a public apology? STATE YOUR TERMS CLEARLY. otherwise it will only bring about more confusion.

we're all friends here aren't we? so why must we go about this misunderstanding in such an unscrupulous manner? see the way i addressed this issue? no vulgarities, no assumptions, no pointing the finger at anyone. if i were to write blindly without thinking first, rest assured that everyone involved will feel extremely insulted and ashamed. but years of blogging has taught me that blogging is not safe. because your words are up for the interpretation of everyone. even those who are not related to you in any way. just because its your blog doesn't mean you can write anything you want. this is also why i have several blogs. it keeps things safe and less complicated. and in my previous entry, i wrote about how your actions in public affects other people. in this case, it is your words. think smart and act smart people. and have a nice day! =)

2006-11-04T09:21:00.000+08:00

well i'm up to an extremely disturbing morning.

in case some of you have no idea what that picture is, its an albatross with a shitload of non-degradable stuff found in its stomach. why were such things found there you might ask? simple. because of us.

well you and i didn't personally feed all that plastic junk to that particular bird, but the use-and-throw habit of people like us is what killed that poor birdie. tonnes of waste that are non-biodegradable are dumped in oceans intentionally or otherwise. even if you might not throw rubbish directly into the sea, even thrash from drains, tributeries etc will eventually end up in the big blue. i myself make a conscious effort not to litter. heck, i even pick up your litter right?

people might think i'm a bit crazy because i take even tiny things like leaving empty water bottles under your tables seriously. but even if its just a tissue paper on the side of the road, its still trash where it shouldn't be. i seriously am no clean freak. have you seen my room? its like a fcking paper jungle! but the thing is, when you're outside, be it at the beach, McDonalds or whatever, your actions don't only affect you. it affects everybody else. and rubbish might seem like a minor insignificant thing to you, but believe me. waste is anything BUT insignificant.

the world isn't yours alone. how would you like it if i left garbage on your bedroom floor that could make you sleep and effectively get a concussion? or plastic bags on your bed that could choke you in your sleep? i urge you. please be considerate. if everybody in the world picked up their own trash and didn't waste so much, the world would definitely be a better and safer place for all its inhabitants.

i ain't no ghandi, but i've always thought the rationale behind 'no littering' was common sense to everyone. i guess i was wrong. =S

2006-11-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

for several years now, there has been this one question that's been nagging inside my head. and thus far, this particular question still remains unanswered. so here it is guys, munch on it. how the bloody hell do you pronounce Bysshe? see i'm kind of torn between bee-shay and baish. but i'm also open to other takes on it if anybody can think of one. but for the sake of convenience, i've always been using bee-shay. cause of the double S you see. it just seems like a shay to me. and all you people that pronounce jacques as jack-quest or louis as loo-is, you're opinions are not wanted here. thank you. =)

anyways, today has been the most productive day of the week. I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO GET SOME THINGS DONE! eez came on his own accord today. haha. i'm glad he's starting to get his act together. we don't have much time left though. minna, isshou ni ganbare ok? XD.

rai : *nangis melalak mcm baby* sedih seyy aku tgk kau pucat semcm! hati berderai sayang oiiiii....=(. blaja mmg blaja, tapi jgn larr sampai tk jage badan ye? kalau kau pengsan nanti aku nak buat aper? mouth to mouth? ahahahaha, aku no problem jer! ;)

kau igt tk mase sec 2 camp, kite same group? then mase night walk kau pimpin tgn aku sampai instructor suruh lepas? when the only thing i could see was darkness and i was clumsily fumbling around, you held my hand and led me to safety. sampai tue pon aku tkkan lupekan tau! romantic sungguh tu! [tapi sayang kau bukan laki! XD] so right now, mase dunia tgh confusing ngan kecoh, kau igtlah aku. aku yang pegang pompoms tgh cheer mcm org gile utk kau! be it in your studies, music or ape kebende larr. i'll always be behind you all the way. my phone is on 24/7, igt tau!

-edit-
i'm deciding wether or not to have an online petition to get n to change his goddamn handwriting. as evidence as well as to share the sublimity of his font, here goes :

i know it's not really that clear but you basically get the picture right?

WRITE NEATER LARR U DWEEB!

2006-11-01T09:40:00.000+08:00

morning people! XD

haru's birthday today. i'm kinda shocked that its already been a year. heck, time sure flies fast. pejam celik, pejam celik and the year scoots by without you even noticing. ish ish ish.

i really need to start my social studies later after i get back from town. don't give up now larr tikus!

something funny happened. i was chatting with teeth in the wee hours of the morning(from like 3am i think) and kakak was already snooozing. i think somewhere ard 7am i dozed off in front of the laptop. poor teeth. haha. and i wonder how he found out my real name. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

mice wants more socks!

2006-10-31T17:09:00.000+08:00

boo! i'm still alive and kicking larr. don't miss me too much. i've just been preoccupied to update or go online these past few days. and don't be expecting regular entries now too. it'll probably be some time before i'll be blogging as usual.

anyways, Haru turns one tomorrow. i'll definitely be dropping by. maybe look for a dress or a pair of socks. haha. one can never have too many socks right?

the big Os are less than a week away. and my social studies textbook remains untouched. mice oh mice, what am i going to do with you?

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

by the way, i am way behind in my anime right now. i've put my numerous serieses on hold due to the Os. i haven't watched any nighthead, nana, d'eon or anything or the past month. this is like torture for me you know! haiz...can't wait for the Os to be over!

2006-10-26T12:09:00.000+08:00

urghhhhh. bengs and lians should seriously just stick to contaminating the streets and refrain from mingling in the affairs of the intelligent.

like the internet for example. listen up lil kiddies. and listen up good. the internet is a tool for adults. if you can't type properly or get your intended message across the way you want it to, then just stay away from the keyboard. otherwise you'll just end up looking stupid and foolish. and the only thing you'll accomplish by doing that is making me laugh.

OR if you still insist on going online and communicating via the internet, then at least grow a brain first ok?

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

anyways, going out with some NA people for Hari Raya today. a lot of them bubbled but the people that matter are here. haha...and doinkx will be wearing a kebaya!! can't wait...hehehehhehe..XD

2006-10-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

i'm in a bad mood again. just shoot me why don't you? sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh. more upsetting news can be found here.

oh and ermmm i guess slamat hari raya to everybody too. may your day be more eventful than mine. =)

2006-10-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

things are definitely not going my way today. haiz....but at least thanks to kakak, all was not lost.

i got a really weird message from some dude in youtube. well usually i only get messages from jrock fans to send them the pvs that i have and such but for some reason, this dude sent me some smangat bboy message. like wtf sia. salah org babe.

Wassup, check it out - bboy movie coming next year, with bboys from
different nations...LAST FOR ONE, PHASE T, ICHIGEKI, GAMBLERZ,
KNUCKLEHEAD
ZOO.....

We got to show the love and get as many hits as we can to prove to the
movie
industry that there's a real audience out there for this and that
hip-hop
can be a positive thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfq2Zwr0ABM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmKHuq-IxjM

Give us a shout out and send the links to all your bboys and bgirls.

Thanks for your support!

PEACE.

http://www.planetbboy.com

sheeeeeeeesh. dasar tk betol. so anyhootz, school tomorrow is going to be a drag. i need to rush home after self-study session then go jb after that. aiyayayay. punye larr leceh.

2006-10-21T12:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, was hoping to rush to Haru but doinkx and kakak never pick up their phones. should be having their tuition i think. mum says i need to be at MEH by 3.30pm. that's why must rush. haizz. looks like i can't get my boots today either. *writhes on floor*

-edit-
my mood's all better now after reading narr's blog. funny lar she. even if its unintentional, everytime i'm down, there's going to be something written in her blog that will cheer me up.

"The closest people to being my "sisters" are mimi & maiz. They are the only people i remember who can talk to my mum as if they are talking to their mother & treat me like a REAL sister. Get what i mean? Like when they are hungry or thirsty at my home,they can just ask me to cook them food,etc. & when i go over to their house im expected to get my own food & drinks,not be served. I can also hop on to their bed & sleep whenever i feel like it. I feel home that way & that is the type of people im talking about."

ahahahahah. <3. i was laughing so hard when i read this. makes me miss the times when you guys would just come over to my place for no bloody reason. ahahaha. and who can forget our movie sessions? thank you narr sweetie. for cheering me up even without meaning to. =). i love you guys so banyak2 tau. nobody else is this world can possibly take the place that you guys have in my heart.

i really should schedule a meet-up with them soon. before i die from lack of <3.

2006-10-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

so ermmm...i was supposed to go town today but seeing as how i woke up late *guity face* and doinkx has tuition around 5pm, i think i'll be dropping by haru at night? not sure what time it closes though. AND i need to find someone to drag with me. if i don't go today, i'll be busy over the weekends cause c/wati's going away for a week. so that means there's nobody to look after the two chibis at home. then monday i'll be going jb with my aunt. tuesday is hari raya. and getting the boots after hari raya just bloody well defeats the purpose right? dammit.

plus i'm still pissed off over the whale thingy. curse you iceland. i am never ever setting foot on your tainted soil!

so who can join me tonight? i'll be going at around 7+pm i think. kakak's out of the question cause she got stuff to do. haizz...this sucks. and looks like i have to bring forward haszirah's tuition too.

ronald's going out later. maybe i'll be meeting him at night. it's been such a long time since i saw him sia. =(

i miss my friends.

-edit-
i'm an INTJ.

weaknesses
>> not naturally in tune with the feelings of others; may be insensitive at times.
>> may tend to respond to conflict with logic and reason, rather than the desired emotional support.
>> not naturally good at expressing feelings and affections.
>> tendency to believe that they're always right. [i know you're all nodding at this XD]
>> tendency to be unwilling or unable to accept the blame.
>> their constant quest to improve everything may be taxing in a relationship.
>> tend to hold back part of themselves.

guilty to all the above. haiz, and i've always thought it was weird that i seem to freeze up whenever people cry. gomen ne minna. i'm sorry if i come off as arrogant, bitchy and even heartless sometimes. i just forget that not everybody is like me larr. sorry. i'll work on this ok? promise. =)

2006-10-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

it has just been announced that iceland will be giving a license to one man so that he can commercially hunt whales. this basically means that the asshole can kill whales and not be punishable by law. the purposed quota is 30 minke whales and 9 fin whales. [fin whales are an endangered species by the way.] and in case some of you didn't know, whales are already under threat from climate changes, pollution and such. so legalising commercial whaling, even if it is to one man, will definitely mean bad news to the whales as well as us.

what i don't get is why would iceland do such a thing? its not like they have a market for whale meat. in fact, iceland would stand much to gain from the whale-watching industry. and yes, whale-watching requires live whales. they're being such assholes sia. sheeeeeeeeesh.

science practical just now was pretty cool. =). i had a lot of fun sia. even if i didn't know what was going on, the different shades of blue were really pretty. i think i'm going to do just fine. ermmm, but tomorrow i'm going out with doinkx. must call her later to confirm.

miceheartshersanity.

engi wo shite irunda. anata datte kitto sou sa.

2006-10-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

ermmm, science practical is tomorrow. =( hopefully it won't be that bad. *crosses fingers*

did the waltz with doinkx today. and sid, kakak, lila too. it was fun. i think i'm ok at it ar. lolz. but the whole body contact thing is just weird. XD

ey and guess what! kakak and hazel are going to prom! they already paid just now. so right now, i'll be sharing a table with doinkx, kakak, hazel, yang, lexine and ermmmm, that's about it. we still need 4 more people. i don't want to share tables with people i don't know, it'll be awkward lorr. i'm hoping lila will join us. haiz, people go for prom larr. it'll be fun you know! ~~

i have tuition tonight, so i'll probably be panicking about practical afterwards. =S. i'm such a worrywart.

2006-10-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

when we ride, we ride. its till the day we die.
from narr's blog. haha. nice song ya know.

haiz, i wish you could be more like me. then maybe life wouldn't be so hard. but i guess that wouldn't be fair right? =(

i probably should start studying soon. i've been slacking too much lately lar. maybe i'll start at 2pm? *coughcoughwassupposetostartatonecoughcough*

ermmmm, i need to start learning my QA shitz. time to do what i hate most, memorise blindly. sheeeeeeeesh.

2006-10-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

i want you to listen.

the haze was fcked up horrible just now. =(. PSI even reached 130. shit larr. i blame their stupid inefficient government.

no, boy no.
stop playing games with me.

no school tomorrow. was supposed to go to zul's place but she says she needs to go visit her nenek. =(. hmmmmm, maybe i'll study with kakak or hazel? see first lar. or maybe i'll just start on my geography revision.

i don't know what to say anymore. i'm just too tired larr. no more emails or letters for me today. i'll push em till tomorrow.

oh and kim jong-il is now officially on my 'assholes of the world' list. along with **shad, george w. ****, del***, matt*** and several other pathetic excuses for human beings.

credit : greenpeace, man-made crop circle to dissuade countries from cultavitaing GE maize.

another online petition here. this time to request for humanitarian aid to Darfur, a country devastated by war and urgently needs help. click here

2006-10-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

i keep finding myself running back to you.

right now is not the time for me to lose sight of my goal. stay focused please. otherwise, all my efforts thus far will have gone to waste.

only 2 more weeks to Os. and only a few more days to science practical. *gulp* i still haven't touched my social studies and chemistry. i keep delaying and procrastinating. haiz....mice, what am i supposed to do with you?

i'm writing another email again. this time to the Group Chief Executive, President and International Marketing Manager of Unilever Europe. i know sending emails aren't that much, it doesn't even ensure that the persons they're directed to actually read it. but still, its better than doing nothing right? i wish i could do more. i'll just have to wait till i'm older i guess. sheeeeeeeesh. i hate not being able to do anything. it's like the most suckiest feeling in the world.

i haven't been studying for the past few days. and i don't think i'll be studying tomorrow too. shoot. i hate it when things get screwed up.

2006-10-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

light a million candles.

it'll only take a minute of your time, but it'll affect the lifetimes of numerous children who aren't as fortunate as you. just click, type and submit. that's all it takes to make a difference. thank you. =)

i just spent about 2 hours trying to type an email to the president of mexico. even if he doesn't read it, i hope someone important does. it'll be totally embarassing if there typos, cause i sent an email once to ermmm, can't remember who and it had some typos which i only realised after i send the email. so malu sia! i had a really hard time getting the punctuation right too since i always don't bother about proper punctuation when i'm typing like right now. anyways, here it is.

Say No To GE Maize

Lic. Vicente Fox Quesada
President of México

Dear Mr. President,

Despite what local authorities and large-scale farmers might believe, GE crops/seeds would be more detrimental then beneficial to Mexico's economy and environment. Scientific studies have always shown that GE maize will not be able to solve agricultural problems. In fact, the only certainty is that the cultivation of GE maize would result in a contamination of unknown extents to Mexico's environment.

I urge you to not buckle under the pressure from GE corporations like Monsanto, Pioneer and Dow AgroSciences to allow cultivation of GE maize. GE maize does not guarantee a substantial increase in yield nor does it decrease the amount of pesticides or insecticides used.

Mexico is the centre of origin of maize and as such, should protect the global heritage of maize. Therefore, I urge you once again to please not give in to the pressure from the various parties. I would also like to humbly request that you take heed of the warning given by the scientists who demand a moratorium on the cultivation of GE maize in Mexico as well as the urgent monitoring of GE pollution.

Since you have the authority, please prevent the cultivation of GE maize in Mexico to ensure the biodiversity of maize. Thank you.

Sincerely,
Nur Hamaiza

does that sound ok? =S.

well in case the non-geography students are all like 'huh?' right now, GE maize is Genetically Engineered maize. maize is a type of crop. and as for why GE maize is a bad thing, well, go read your textbook or ask mizh.

haiz. i'm pretty much tired right now larr. spent the whole day at kakak's with doinkx and fixxer. fix is going on some 10 day camp at the mosque starting from tonight. sounds cool sia. but looks like he won't be joining us for any study sessions in the near future. n went to esplanade to break after he broke his fast. so smangat sia. haha. oh and we got nagged by putra this morning too. i remember his first lecture to me last year. it made a big difference to me, but i don't think his words had the same impact on n. oh well, n still has one more year before all efforts turn futile. =)

2006-10-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

i so don't want to wake up right now. i'm at kakak's place. we were up late at Mc as usual last night. went back to her place around 3am and mum said i could stayover. i'll probably get a verbal thrashing when i reach home though. oh well.

kakak and doinkx are tuitioning now. they wanted me to join them, but its like at bishan? sorry girls, i'll have to say hell no!

i just watched tokyo jihen's mirror ball pv. its pretty cool. haha. i love the way shiina ringo plays the guitar. she's just stiff but her hands are like on super-vibrate mode or something. its odd but cool larr. tokyo jihen rocks!!

i'm not sure if its kakak's laptop or youtube but i can't seem to buffer videos that are more than 6 mins. shooot. no anime while i'm here. dammit. i don't know what time i'll be going back. i need to bathe first though. should be around 1pm i think?

2006-10-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 4pm just now. =). mice is so happy. i got a very well deserved 16-hour sleep. =)

i was studying with hazel last night. at my void deck. i'll be joining kakak and doinkx later tonight. la di daaa di daaaaa. angela pm-ed me about the sister princess group for this year's eoy. apparently there's only her, me and doinkx left. what happened to the other 9 sisters sia? sheeeeesh. anyways, she's 75% done with her costume! so envious. i haven't even started!! *panic panic*

2006-10-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

what thou art we know not, what is most like thee?

sheeeeeeeeeesh. i can't be bothered with you people anymore. if you don't want to study then fine. i won't force you. go ahead, ruin your own future.

i rush here and there to help you but for what? what's the bloody damn use when you won't even help yourselves? i try to teach you, motivate you, do whatever it takes to get you to study. but the only thing i get in return is resistance. why the bloody hell are you doing this? do you want to fail? is that it? failure is your objective in life right? don't shake your head because frmo my point of view, that's how it looks like.

i'm taking my Os this year too remember. i'm wasting precious time and energy that could be spent improving my social studies and sciences but instead i devote every free time i have on you people. do you think i have nothing better to do? that i simply enjoy nagging, explaining the same topic over and over again to different people? please don't stop being so selfish and inconsiderate. if you really do want to fail. just say so and i'll leave you alone. don't expect me to be there pulling you by your eyelids to make sure you do well for your exams because honestly speaking, i'm burning out. i don't have that much energy anymore.

and stop telling me that you want to do well. wanting is not enough. you need to work hard to obtain your preferred results. sometimes i feel like i'm spoon-feeding a bunch of 3-year olds. really. but hey, who am i to say all this right? afterall, i'm not your parents.

if you finally decide to take your life seriously, feel free to approach me. [otherwise, drop dead bitch.] i'll be here if you need me. just like i've always been.

2006-10-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

one word bitch. ROFL.

never EVER EVER incur the wrath of the almighty god ~~aka mice~~. read it and WEEP!

click here for more details.

if anybody wants the 'beng/lian' or audio version feel free to message me. ;).

i hope you're happy asshole. cause you jolly well deserve it. =)

anyways, the haze is getting worse sia. shit larr. we're all probably going to die soon. sheeeeeesh.

i've been out for the most of today. even now i'm at kakak's place. studied the whole day you know. hmmmph! and we managed to guilt eez into coming. haha. XD.

very tired right now. vomitted some stomach acid this afternoon. maybe i should start taking better care of my health. wouldn't want to keel over just days before the big Os right?

2006-10-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

The UN General Assembly will be debating wether or not to have a high seas meratorium to stop bottom trawling this october and november. if you wanna help, just pester some big countries by sending them repeated emails. hopefully they'll get so annoyed that they'll support this cause. =). countries like spain are still on the bench while portugal, denmark and lots more have joined this cause. so what are you waiting for? click here!

anyways, looks like i can't ton tonight. nobody's available. sheeeesh. so sian man. i had dinner with mimz and narr just now. at 834. fun larr. miss em so much. <3>

i hate bubbles. so i guess that means i hate you too.

oh and witchcat and makouto_youko are opening a 'maid-theme cafe' next month. i'll be dropping by for sure. hopefully the standard won't let me down. but i'm not sure if its going to be popular in sg though. since not a lot of people here don't really understand the concept. there's probably gonna be a lot of 'itchy' oji-sans or loli-lians. uh huh.

2006-10-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

the library was fcked up noisy during self-study session just now. so me and a bunch of other people went to the project room. atmosphere was definitely better. but still, i need to bring a jacket tomorrow. haha.

i'm going to study with doinkx tonight at the usual place. i think i'll be doing math cause i didn't get to finish my math tuition homework just now. maybe i'll bring my science along as well.

i clipped lim yi's hair up just now and guess what! haruhi in the flesh sia!! really! i told him to sit down and greet yang. but he couldn't pronounce 'irasshai' correctly so he gave up. awwww. wasted. he was bloody adorable sia...haha XD

i'm not sure who i'll be studying with tomorrow night since doinkx, kakak and zel are all unavailable. they've got tuition in the early morn so it'll be very tiring for them to stay up so late. maybe i'll call eez or something. we'll just see how tomorrow goes larr.

oh this rain, it will continue
through the morning as i'm listening
to the bells of the cathedral
i am thinking,
of your voice..

2006-10-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

zul wants me to go the jrock gig next weekend. at gashaus. i don't feel like going larr actually. its like waste my money only since the bands playing aren't really my favs. except rei. but they play all the time so its not like i'm missing anything. lolz. [speaking of rei, kunio and serene's duet durin the previous gig was wicked awesome! they sang honnou i think. kunio was more of rapping or something but surprisingly, it was really cool.]

zul ain't a jrock fan herself but zaki's band is playing or something like that. i find that slightly odd since i've never considered him a jrock fan nor have i seen him in any jrock gig so far. but well, i think i owe zul a lot cause i'm always dragging her into random things (including jrock gigs) and she always obliges. i've even gotten her into deep trouble lotsa times. so, maybe i'll be going larr. for zul's sake. =)

i'll be extremely busy these next few weeks so i probably won't be online much. if at all. i've been 'booked' by a lot of people. haha. its funny how things are sometimes. its not as if i wanted this to happen. it just turned out this way. but i guess it ain't that bad. hopefully i'll be able to get some studying done though instead of just teaching.

there's something wrong with my left eye. it feels funny but i can't really see anything physically wrong with it. its all poofy like a waterbed. i hope it disappears soon.

self-study session just now went pretty smoothly. managed to get most of my homework done. i'll finish my tuition homework tomorrow. its been such a long time since i did tuition homework sia. haha. cause nowadays i'm the one giving the homework.

i didn't sign up for the night self-study sessions. didn't see the point. i study at night outside anyways. besides, the night self-study sessions are 6pm to 8.30pm. sorry lar but i'd rather study from 8pm onwards. at admiralty MRT Mc. its way more conducive that the school library. plus there's no dress code there. heck, i always go there in my PJs. =P.

anyways, anybody wanna ton with me on the weekends? i need someone to ton/study with larr. cause obviously i can't ton alone right. like so mendak sia. i'm only free after 10pm though. cause mice is a very very very busy girl. i need to catch up on my chemistry, social studies and geography. i've been so caught up with teaching other people lately larr. mostly math and poa. i'm even slacking in english. disappointing but don't worry. i'll do better for Os. at least i hope i will.

please don't cross the thin line. thank you.

ANIME ALERT!

CODE GEASS - Lelouch of the Rebellion
hasn't really aired yet. scheduled to be released on 5th october. tomorrow! =). the special was cool enough though. i've been mecha deprived for so long so chances are i'll probably be following this series. oh and the ED is by ALI Project so it can't be that bad right?

Busou Renkin
shounen/fantasy/high school type. first episode was today but i haven't had a chance to watch it yet. looks interesting though so i'll probably be checking it out.

Sumomomo Momomo
a comedy. chibi versions of the characters looked cute. haha. after ouran, i'm going to need another source for laughter. aya hirano voices one of the main characters, sanae nakajima. cute seifukus too.

Galaxy Ange-lune
different set of characters. awwww. i want mint!! haiz....but the new characters seem cute and lovable too i guess. they're just a lot younger larr. aya hirano is a seiyuu for this series too. =). i guess its kind of like galaxy angels without their ermmm...assets? but its still funny larr. so i'll definitely be watching this. oh and this time the mecha is more vandread-ish too.

Red Garden
looks cool.nothing interesting as of yet but its a Gonzo production and yes, i am a HUGE gonzo fan. so fill in the blanks. =)

Super Robot Wars Original Generation
haven't gotten the chance to watch this either. but as you should be able to infer from the title, it's a mecha anime. so even if it sucks, i'll still be watching to ease my mecha longing. haha. despo sia.

Soukou No Strain
airing somewhere in November. can't wait. fantasy/sci-fi+mecha. nuff said. =)

*Note
it is kind of a long list. and this is not including the animes i'm watching right now. i'm up to episode 10 in NightHead and only episode 5 in Chevalier d'Eon cause their subbing is slow! nana episode 24 and hanoka episode 3. haiz. Os are slowing me down. and i probably can't pick up my pace till after november. this is going to suck!

2006-10-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

the dude replied me about doinkx's dress. including headdress and shipping, it's going to cost $150. not bad i think. will talk to her about it tomorrow.

i've gotten most of my prelims results back. but i'd rather not talk about it since you're probably going to hate me anyways.

i'm bloody fcked up tired right now. i swear to god ~~aka me~~ that i'm going to collapse soon. somebody give me a timeout card!!

so ermmm, how's life? only 4 more weeks till the big Os you know. =).

la la laa.

don't you think the world would be a better place if its dominant inhabitants were mice?

and don't look at me with that kind of face.

i hate you so shut up and go away!

2006-10-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

ima sugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshii.

how can you be content when all you have is nothing? for me, constantly wanting to improve yourself is instinctual. but for you, staying where you are right now is the only thing you'd like to do. i just don't understand you sometimes. and i don't even want to. ~~because i know that when i do, i'll despise you for the worthless being you truly are.~~

it sucks being sane you know. especially when everybody else seems to be falling apart. is that like a trend nowadays or something? cause if it is, i must've missed the memo.

2006-10-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

i'm all outta cash right now. shooot. looks like i can't get my boots like i was supposed to. =(. plus there's a whole lotta new stock at Haru too! kablooey..being broke sucks!

i still haven't ironed the darn dog yet. maybe later larr. i'm kinda grouchy right now. nobody from my gene pool is a morning person except for haziqah. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i sent an email for doinkx's aria dress to this new 'brand'. hopefully they'll reply real soon.

so ermmm anyways, WWF needs some volunteers for a Madagascar expedition. anybody interested? you'll be doing your part for society. =). i'd go if i could. seriously. you have no idea how badly i wanna go. hontou.

school tomorrow. whoopdeedo. teachers better give us our damn papers back. they've been procrastinating enough dontcha think?

well, a lot of anime series ended this week. ouran, blood+, zegapain, strawberry panic, inukami, gundam seed stargazer etc. actually i don't really give a damn about the rest, i'm just sad over the end of ouran and blood+. i've already dedicated one whole entry for blood+ so this time its for ouran.

honestly speaking, i wasn't really happy with the way it ended. there were some good parts i'll admit, like seeing kyouya and tamaki's fathers bicker about haruhi as if she were an object as well as honey kicking some serious ass. but i just felt as if the ending was incomplete since haruhi didn't really choose anyone in particular. it was just sorta leaning towards haruhixtamaki. i was hoping to see some kyouya or kaoru action. since only tamaki's, hikaru's and bossanoba's feelings were made clear. personally i'd pick kyouya or mori over anyone of em since blondes and brunettes aren't really my type. lolz. but seriously larr, there better be a next season mann. or at least an OVA. but even an OVA won't be enough i think. *prays hard for another season* *prays for a blood+ OVA too* ;)

2006-09-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

n showed me a funny video on youtube. North Korea Vs. South Korea. a parody about the 38th parallel. hahaha. seriously hilarious. students mugging for social studies will definitely appreciate this. =)

oh and project 'hug' is currently being done. ;). can't wait to see my end product. haha. i spent a lot of effort on it ok! hmmmmmmph. i'm pretty sure nobody else put so much thought and sweat into their stuff. buek! =p. i have tuition early in the morning tomorrow. then after that i have to tutor saddamn cause his math paper is on monday. busy busy lil me. i'll have to drop by kakak's place to deliver a package too. blearghhhh. i want more socks! *grumblegrumble*

my com is kinda lagging today. and its so damn annoying. sheeeesh. there's plenty of yummy food abound today. haha. i had a lotta fun with kakak. hopefully we'll get to travel more together. then when we're pro enough, we can drag doinkx along so she can enjoy without having to bring her maid. lolz. well one day larr. one day ok?

doesn't it suck when you're already moving forward but everyone else seems so be stuck in the past?

2006-09-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Dear Macintosh,

Mac has always been a brandname that people all over the world know they can trust. However, the only flaw of Mac is that it isn't environmentally friendly. I'm hoping that that would soon change though. Adopting the Green approach will surely improve Mac's appeal to the public.

Some suggestions :

* Removing the worst toxic chemicals from Apple products and production lines.

* Offering and promoting free "take back" for all Apple products everywhere they are sold.

The world is changing and more people want to do what's best for the environment. By taking these few actions, not only will you keep your current customers, but you will also attract new ones.

Yours sincerely,
Nur Hamaiza, Singapore

yes i should be studying right now but instead i choose to do this with my oh-so precious and valuable time. so shut up you! if you're just all talk than buzz off. don't even bother to try and make empty conversation with me because i don't need you.

2006-09-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

Two days ago, a helicopter crashed at Ghunsa, Nepal leaving 24 (7 of which were senior WWF members) dead. Nepal has lost its Minister and Secretary of State for Forests and Soil Conservation, Director General of National Parks and Wildlife Conservation, Director General of Forests as well as other key figures of environmental conservation. These people have worked hard in trying to conserve the natural resources of this planet and their deaths can only interpreted as a huge loss for mother earth.

My deepest condolences go out to the friends and families of the dearly departed. No words can truly express just how much the world is mourning. The efforts of these people will not be forgotten. Not by me at least.

Their journey has been inspirational and I believe it will inspire others to preserve our natural environment.

*Note to readers : remember, we only have one Earth. once we've used up every resource we have, we can't just shift to Mars and live happily ever after. don't be afraid to get involved. do the world a favour by being responsible! even one tiny person can make a big difference. =)

2006-09-26T07:20:00.000+08:00

i don't feel like blogging anymore.

2006-09-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

there's something wrong with zoe. i think she's sick or something but she won't really tell me. i'm such a worrywart you know. worrying bout things i shouldn't. haiz. now we're talking about mooncakes. cause i saw CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM mooncakes from haagen daaz! how fcking cool is that?? *droooooooooool*

2006-09-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

oh and to the dear beloved asshole who's probably sitting on his sorry ass playing some pathetic game right now, screw you!

i'm in such a good mood right now right? =)

-edit-
i just watched blood+'s last episode. hagi!! no!!! *sobsob* that dumbass amschel. you're already dying dude! so let my hagi and saya have a happy ending can or not? sheeeeeeeeesh. well i can't say the ending was unexpected though. i mean, there were several hints that kai might be the only one left standing so i'm grateful that saya, lulu, david, mao etc managed to survived.

i really don't know what to make of the last scene though. is hagi still alive? cause if he is, then i'm hoping that there's going to be an OVA or something. or better yet, a second season. *fingers crossed*.

and i'm really glad that they chose kataritsugu koto for the ED. personally i think its the best blood+ ED. diva's kids look kinda cute. too bad their faces weren't shown though. i was hoping to see chibi versions of saya and diva. haha.

2006-09-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

-editted again-

i decided to edit my previous editted version as i realised that it would have hurtful and vitriolic to certain people had it been posted. and since i'm such a nice person (cue the flying pigs and bolts of lightning), i've decided to let things slide and not wage a war of words. internecine disagreements such as these will not benefit anyone and as such, things will be better off if i just SMILE and pretend everything is simply fine and dandy.

to those curious kitties who're just itching to know what's going on, just forget i ever mentioned anything ok? my entries have always ambiguous and offensive to a certain extent if you're the sensitive or 'syiok sendiri' type. =). of course i've never been one to name names in my entries but some hints just can't be disguised if you know what i mean. so anyways, here's a word of advice to any random stranger out there : akiramenai de!

smile and be happy people. cause you never know when you might just keel over and die. =)

2006-09-22T14:02:00.000+08:00

la di daaa......

i had a craving for carrot cake yesterday and guess what? c/wati cooked it for me. upon mummy's request of course.

so the prelims are over. i know i'm supposed to feel better about that but really, its as if nothing significant has happened. blarghhh. i need some ice cream. cookie dough preferably.

oh and someone's being an insufferable selfish brat. guess who.

malas nak layan. i'm off to watch ouran. tamaki-sempai will cheer me up.

2006-09-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

one of these days, i'm going to fall over and not get up.

oh and i've been losing weight lately too. crapp.

2006-09-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

uso wo uso da to.

i don't want to belive you anymore.

i'm sick and tired of listening to all your damn lies larr.

you get my hopes up, thinking that things are going to change for the better, but then you decide that you can't do this anymore and everything just falls down.

why must you be so weak?

why must you make the same mistake time and time again?

are you blind? insane?

or am i the only one with common sense here?

i'm tired you know. i can't keep this up anymore.

you expect me to smile for you, laugh with you but what about my wants? my needs? did you ever think about that?

i'm not your property. but i'm not my own either.

you live for yourself. i don't.

koroshite kudasai.

let's just get this over with.

MOVE ON PEOPLE, JUST GET ON WITH YOUR BLOODY LIVES!!

2006-09-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

tada kimi dake wo negau.

2006-09-18T13:03:00.000+08:00

since i'm so free right now, i've decided to give a more detailed review on Night Head Genesis. i've watched up to episode 8 so far and it's been pretty good.

the OP is fcked up dull though. its an instrumental and seriously speaking, kind of eerie but not in a good way. the song's got an 'X-Files' feel to it. basically not my type. visually, its just so-so. the close-up on the brain was weird at first but i think i've gotten used to it.

the ED is definitely better than the OP. the song , kotoba by under graph, is somewhat appropriate i think. it was kind of like blood+'s kataritsugu koto by chitose hajime, where i didn't like it at first but after awhile, i bloody loved it.

the main characters, naoto and naoya are brothers and can use more than the average 30% of the human brain. basically, naoto is telekinetic while naoya is sort of telepathic. naoto is the typical oni-san, very protective and impulsive. naoya on the other hand, is more of a shy type. i guess you could say naoya was the weaker of the two cause he's the one that's squirming in pretty much all the episodes. i still prefer naoya though. cause he reminds me so much of riku! <3

then there are the other not-so-main characters. shouko looks like a typical shoujo character. cute face, long legs etc. only difference is that the girl can bloody levitate in space. or something like that. i'm not sure about it myself but i think shouko can manipulate time and space. kind of like god plus long hair and boobs. there's also this unknown female character with wavy hair, she works in the research centre that the 2 boys were kept in, i think she was romantically involved with naoto at one point. but obviously naoto chose freedom over her. elder misaki is one big enigma too. i mean, who is this guy and what role does he play? how come he's so bloody powerful that he can live on even after he's dead physically? weird man.

well anyways, i think the storyline is developing based on a conspiracy of somesort. this series is definitely suitable for sci-fi fans like me. its not mecha sci-fi but more of ermmm, serial experiments lain type. know what i mean? haha. who am i kidding. of course you don't.

have a nice day! =)

2006-09-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

the thing i hate most in this world is self-pity. so if the only thing you're good at is saying how fcked up YOUR life is and how nobody understands you, i suggest you not get within a 10metre radius of me.

well, now that that's cleared up, there are some unbelievably cute stuff at Haru!! i actually saw Chip & Dale items there!! like, hello?! Chip & Dale sia!! how many of you even remember Chip & Dale? the last time i saw Chip & Dale was when i was in primary 2!! shit mann. i love those squirrels. almost as much as i love Alvin and the Chipmunks. =)

i watched Le Chevalier d'Eon yesterday. wicked cool. art's done by production I.G. and i have to admit that eventhough my expectations were high, i was not disappointed. =). the storyline is original and the time that it was set well, let's just say i've never seen an anime about that era before. the main characters, Lia and d'Eon were likable from the start and by the end of the first episode, i was hooked. the only downside is that it takes too bloody long for this anime to get subbed so i'm just watching the raws right now.

i also started watching NightHead Genesis yesterday. it reminded me a lot of Dual! though i don't know why. but anyways, pretty cool storyline too. but plot development is way too inconsistent. i hope they pick a pace and stick to it soon. a lot of unanswered questions too, especially about certain characters like Shouko and elder Misaki.

arghhhh. i probably should be studying instead of catching up with my anime right now but haha, you know me right? anime always comes first! ;) by the way, good luck for the chemistry paper tomorrow people!

2006-09-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

hitotsu..
futatsu..
mitsu..

sheeeeesh. my period cramps are killing me right now. they're the worst ones i've had so far. crap crap crap. it hurts. a bloody damn lot.

at first i wanted to blog about something else, but due to the excrutiating pain, i'll just end this post with owww, owww and owwww.

(times like these, i really hate being a girl.)

2006-09-15T11:53:00.000+08:00

mice is a happy kitty. cause the physics paper that she thought was going to be hard, wasn't that hard at all. =).

well actually, i'm kind of disappointed larr. of course i would've failed had it been tougher, but this is just goddamn pathetic. i was just hoping that the paper was going to be well, something else. let me tell you, the section B was the easiest section B i've ever encountered. heck, it was the ONLY section B i could finish.

well even after all that's said, i'm pretty sure i won't get an A. cause my answer for the whole of section B [20marks] was lesser than one side of a foolscap paper. haha. i'm sure doinkx will do well though. ;).

why am i still here?

2006-09-14T16:36:00.000+08:00

lolita_fucks really crack me up. its surprising how people can be so blind and oblivious to how they look. haven't they ever heard of mirrors? or do they like looking like fools?

math paper 2 just now was fun too. i was giggling throughout the whole time again. sheeeeesh. dumbass me. i skipped 2 questions worth 10 marks each. one of the questions was on loci and i didn't bring my equipment so i didn't even bother to read it. some of the questions were really easy. like the number pattern and angle properties of cyclic quads. the bearing was pretty easy too. i'm beginning to like exams. bwahkahkahkahkah.

poa paper 2 was hard. but i liked it too. no point in doing a paper you know you're going to ace i always say. its funny though cause throughout the 3 years i've done poa, i've never managed to balance a single balance sheet/statement of affairs. so how is it i am able to pass? weird sia. but oh well, poa is fun. haha.

physics paper tomorrow. yucks. can't wait to see putra's face when the prelim results are released. mwahkahkahakhakakahkahkah.

FYI, PROM PAYMENT WAS NOT DUE LAST THURSDAY. well actually it was but since not a lot of people paid up, the due date has been extended. so people, here's your chance. sell your ass for $85 and pass the cash to mr desmond goh!! prom's only once in a lifetime so yeah, make sure you don't miss it ok?

2006-09-13T13:09:00.000+08:00

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with I have been tagged! then do this.

Current Mood: bored
Current Taste: mentos strong mint
Current Clothes: 2/5 class T and bro's sch shorts
Current Desktop: dir en grey
Toenail Colour: ahahaha
Current Time: 1305
Current Surroundings: too damn bright in my opinion
Current Annoyances: oka-san
First Best Friends: ermm..i think denise and atikah from primary one
First Crush: samuel from primary 2
First Movie: the 3 ninjas
First Lie: you expect me to remember?
First Music: can't remember either
Last Crush: hyde <3
Last Movie: super ex-girlfriend
Last Phone Call: c/rohaya
Last song played: bongo tango - tokyo ska paradise orchestra
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: no and i don't intend to
Have you ever broken the law: ermmm
Have you ever been arrested: no
Have you ever skinny-dipped: no
Have you ever been on TV: don't think so
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: hah. no
5 things you are wearing: spectacles, class T, bro's sch shorts, bra, boxers
4 things you did today: tried to piece back hana's toy, replied youtube message, left an annoyingly long comment on some dude's video, got nagged by mummy dearest for reasons unknown and watched sesame street
3 things you can hear right now: elmo talking to dorothy his goldfish that'll never answer him back, tents being set up downstairs and thee michelle gun elephants
1 thing you do when you're bored: think

Who are the five people?
1) n. ahahahahahahah you pimp!
2) doinkx
3) rai. a reason for you to post sayang. XD
4) joey
5) del the dweeb!!! XD

hahahahahaha. i know its late mimz, but aku kan slow sikit. =)

so anyways, i don't have school today so i just woke up! aaaaah. it feels so good to wake up at noon. except breakfast's all gone and i have to wait for lunch. by the way, haszirah got 35/100 for her math! damn. sometimes i wonder wether she's listening to me or not. she just nods her head but when i give her the same question with different numbers, she's stil stumped. hopefully saddam's better. i'm going to his place tonight. i'm so lazy though. oh well, to think i used to go there everyday without fail. sheeeeeeesh.

does anybody else think that koda kumi is extremely slutty?

2006-09-12T14:37:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun doing the math paper 1 just now!! i admit, it was quite difficult but hey, all the better right? all these while, i've been skimming through math papers in less than 30 mins and getting As. this time though, i actually had to use my almost defunct brain to derive answers! truly an exhilarating experience. i haven't had that much fun in years! XD i can't wait for paper 2.

i was practically giggling to myself while i was doing the paper. grinning from ear to ear. i just couldn't help it larr sial. its been such a long time since my mind's capabilities were being challenged. ok, so i'm a geek. sue me. just cause you people hate it doesn't mean i have to. you don't see me screaming bloody murder everytime you open your foul trap for a mouth do you? =)

geography paper was quite fun too. map reading was hectic as usual. i seriously don't know how they expect to use such a big map on such a small table. so anyways, i did the question on industries for section A and tourism for section B. haha. its always the same combination for me isn't it?

i don't have any paper tomorrow! weeheee! i can wake up late! *does the jimmy neutron chicken dance* good luck to all the a math people though. work hard! don't give TMS a reason to give extra lessons!

ooh. there's a slight dilemma at hand right now. miwitch-san is too busy with several orders so she can't do doinkx's aria outfit. if its after eoy then it'd be fine but she's alreayd rushed as it is. =(. so how? anybody know any good tailors who are familiar with lolita dress patterns and details? if you have no idea what i'm talking about then please ignore this tiny paragraph. thank you.

2006-09-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

social studies paper would have been easy HAD I STUDIED. but since i didnt, i basically ruined my chances of passing. =).

parents are going to be away tonight. they're going jb. wootz except no maid at home = no food. and i'm lazy to eat out. n is going to be back to late too. awwwww.

so what am i supposed to do now? hmmmm. no parents, no c/wati, no n. bwahkahkah. watch anime larr!! catch up on all the episodes that i've missed. blood+, ouran, nana i'm coming!! oh and i wanna check out le chevalier d'eon too. XD.

mice is really happy right now.

2006-09-10T18:24:00.000+08:00

ahahaha. yes. i'm back. my social studies paper is tomorrow and here i am blogging. for the how many-eth time of the day. XD.

well oh well. at least if i fail, which i probably will, i'll know i deserve it. but don't worry though, i'll probably do some extremely last minute studying tonight if there's nothing good to watch on tv.

black holes are funny little things aren't they? i mean, you think you know what they are right? but you acually have no clue. oh and can somebody explain to me the whole logic of a Riemannian manifold? or a Lorentzian manifold, whichevers more comprehensible.

science is pretty cool if you really think about it. its just that whatever they teach us in school has absolutely no relevance to most of us. that's why we just don't find it interesting. plus there's a lot of memorising and hardwork involved to fully understand what's going on so lazy students like me just take the easy route and doze off.

anyways, good luck to all those taking the social studies paper tomorrow. hopefully you guys will do better than i'm going to. toodles!

2006-09-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

from this day onwards, this blog will be on an indefinite hiatus. in other words, i won't be blogging for a while larr. don't ask me why or when i'll resume blogging cause i don't know. feel free to continue tagging though. i'll definitely reply.

have a nice day! =)

2006-09-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

uh oh. i think i'm in trouble. damnshit.

never mind. forget it. i can handle it.

hana keeps messing up my drawers. damnfuck. even after i've told her countless times not to poke around my stuff. brat. aku gigit baru tahu. i should lock everything next time. i have things more precious than gold in there you know.

why am i so crabby today? its not pms. so what the fck is it?

stupid phone keeps ringing. why won't somebody pick it up? is everybody deaf or something??

gah. it doesn't matter. nothing ever matters to me right?

stupid headache refuses to go away. shitfck.

fighting the fatigue but languour is slowly taking over.

why won't you stab me in the back? i know you want to. go ahead. i dare you.

*bang!*

2006-09-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

my headache is acting up again. gaaah. dumbass migraine. *bangs head on wall*.

so i went to mummy's place just now. she said it was okay if i tutor-ed saddam [abg/dafi's brother] as long as i don't neglect my studies. i've decided to schedule his sessions for every wednesday since kakak and doinkx have tuition then and its unlikely that we'll get to do anything. i already called his mum. she's agreeable. i hope saddam won't give me such a hard time. i mean, he can be such an asshole when he feels like it.

woi people, chat with me leyy. i'm so fcking bored right now sia. gahhhhhhhh. plus i've got no appetite so eating is out of the question. i miss doinkx and kakak very the banyak. =S.

kau selalu dihati..
takku dekati..
dua dunia kita berbeza..

2006-09-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

boo!

haha. so i'm back. did you miss me? i bet you did. but if you're shaking your head, that means you're in denial. haha.

i had a wonderful time in case anybody's wondering. i found a perfect partner in crime in my dearest kakak. hehe. of course kakak won't replace doinkx larr. XD. partners for different kinds of crimes. let's just say, we both like to stay away from 'home'. i got something for doinkx and hazel. i forgot about delwyn larr. hehe. my present for doinkx is bright and orange! guess what it is! XD.

i'll post some pics once kakak sends them to me. but most of the pics and videos taken were for the viewing pleasure of doinkx alone so the rest of you will probably have to wait a while.

i thought life would wait for me while i was away. but things happened. they refused to stay stagnant no matter how much i wanted them too. i guess that's just how life is. you never get what you want right?

2006-08-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

you people are so lucky and yet you choose to wallow in your own pathetic non-existent misery, oblivious to the pain around you. open you're eyes please! stop being selfish for once and start caring for others. do your part and contribute to society. it doesn't take much. every little effort makes a difference. all you have to do is care.

have a nice day! =)

*reminder: i will be away for the next few days. me and kakak will be on a mini retreat from all the stress and drama of teenage life. hah. cek mau balek kampong larr. haha. anyways, don't be alarmed if this blog remains un-updated for the subsequent days. i'll probably be back by saturday so don't miss me too much! XD

2006-08-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

i love me right now. and there's no single part of me that i want changed. let's just leave it at that.

aitai hito ni au koto mo nai. dakara, te no naka no subete wo erabenai hi no de yori mo saki ni, boku ga sora ni nageyou. aitakute.

atashi wo koroshite sorekara chanto hitori de shineru no ka?

sayounara.

2006-08-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

i'm a little teapot. short and stout.

english papers were okay. i wrote the wrong format for situational writing but i'm pretty sure i can scrape through a pass. for section one of paper one, i wanted to do a narrative because that would be safer and easier but the argumentative question was simply to bold to be ignored. 'marriage is a must for all women.' do you agree? haha. you would've gotten a milder reaction if you had slapped me on the cheek. but it was a fun question to do larr. since i don't get to argue about important topics that i want to discuss about in real life, writing them on paper would be suffice for the time being. haha.

i ate 4 buns just now. 4 bloody buns! haha. and now i feel all bun-ish and bloated. plus my throat is so damn scratchy. i'm croaking like a bloody toad. eating that ice cream and oily stuff didn't help either. i wonder if i'll still be healthy enough for the m'sia trip. its going to be fun. just me and kakak. it'll be more fun with doinkx around but her parents won't let her go m'sia without their supervision. but i guess we'll just have to make do larr right? maybe we can carry doinkx's neoprint around and imagine she's with us. =).

no school tomorrow! mwahkahkahkah for all those who are required to wake up early in the morning! hehe. i'm being mean. i know.

however far away, i will always love you. however long i stay, i will always love you.

random shits. i've been coughing the whole day. and it sucks. oh and i keep splurging too. bad habit! stop eating out and lepak-ing mice! only $33.10 left in my bank A/C! think of 15-inch boots! think of eoy costume and such! think of private photoshoot! think of hair! gahh. and since digifreaks is 'currently unavailable', i have to procure the services of a noob tailor that doesn't know shit aout cosplay. great. just great. i hate percuniary constraints.

here's a little clip to show how scary fangirls can be. and how great miyavi is! haha. all hail myv!

life is cruel. and what the fcking shit is that god awful smell??

2006-08-28T07:58:00.000+08:00

ohayou gozaimasu minna! its rare that i update in the morning. haha.

the cold war ended barely an hour after it began. bwahkahkahkah. my brother loves me. bwuek! =P. what took you so long asshole? almost 1 hour sia!! nanti malam aku shave rambut kau botak baru kau tau! mwahkahkahkah.

science practical today. wish me luck people. my throat's acting up again. i need to drink lots and lots of water. gahh.

oh and I KNOW SOMETHING YOU DON'T! heheheheheheheheheh...

-edit-
damn. the practical test was totally not worth fretting about. lolz. i'm pretty tired right now. i wasted quite a lot of time just now. =(. most guys are all talk. i wish that someone would just shove a smelly old shoe in that fcker's big, annoying mouth. hopefully he'll choke on it, keel over and die.

there's a new anime that's just been relased. Le Chevalier d'Eon. it sounds good. done by production I.G. who's works are simply great. they're also the geniuses behind blood+ for those 'noobshit's out there. haha. jk. blood+ is ending soon anyways. only a couple more episodes to go. and i pretty much lost interest in ouran kokou no host club. its still a funny anime to watch but i'm just to lazy to keep track. and for nana, well it just takes a bloody long time to get subbed. so Le Chevalier d'Eon it is then! hehe. XD

by the way, has anyone watched gundam seed stargazer? i saw the Noir and my god i practically drooled on the keyboard. it's so fcking hot! even cooler than akatsuki!

GAT-X105E, Strike Noir. gorgeous isn't she?

2006-08-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

oboreru. enjo shite.

i just got back. =). spent last night and the most part of today at kakak's place. delwyn's barbeque was just aight. it wasn't my kind of bbq. for one, they was no music. no booze either. the latter doesn't bother me as much though cause well, mummy will kill me if she found out i went drinking again. and for music, hell i would NOT want to see that crowd dancing. hah. oh and i stepped on jackie's spit. bloody fcking unhygienic lorr! its like their mouths have holes so their constantly 'dripping' onto the floor. *gnarls*. watched bring it on 2 at abg/khai's place at 7 in the morning. shabooya! haha. what a load of crap.

kakak's mum has agreed to let kakak stay overnight at m'sia with me! yeay! after much persuasal of course. i'm glad she likes me. she's the first parent i know who doesn't think of me as a bad influence to their offspring. i had a lot of fun. she's a pretty reasonable parent to talk and negotiate with. heck, almost every parent is reasonable if ya'll would only show them some respect. i only managed to get 4 hours of sleep though. but no worries. i always don't get enough sleep so it ain't that bad. i didn't get to study for the science practical tomorrow. =S. hopefully it won't be so hard. physics should be do-able i think. i'm on the second shift so i need to be in school by 9.15am. i'll wake up at 7am maybe to do some last minute shits.

and people, if you're practical is tomorrow too, good luck! ganbatte! XD

-edit-
i hereby officially declare that i,nur hamaiza, am angry with my little brother, abdul naufal, and will ignore him until he tells me the name of the girl he's been talking to late at night. n, you're an annoying little dumbnut you know that?

2006-08-26T08:51:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling fcked up horrible and shitty right now. its official, i'm ill. and the damn headaches are worsening tenfold. but i'll still continue on with my goddamn annoyingly long post. here goes:

there's a little something that WorldVision will be organizing. on october 21, people from 70 cities all over the world will be participating in the GuluWalk. Basically they will walk for about 8 miles [which is almost 13 km] at night in order to raise money and awareness for the 'night commuters' in northern Uganda. remember a couple of months ago i was asking around for people to sign this petition to ban children from being forced to become soldiers? now these are CHILDREN let me remind you. and if you thought you had a bad childhood, that you're parents don't love you or whatsoever, this children have it much much worse. 'night commuters' are the children that walk as far as 10 miles [that's more than 15 km] EVERY night to escape from being kidnapped and forced into the Lord's Resistance Army. imagine children holding weapons defending something they don't even want to. their just children. they don't deserve this. they should be at the playground laughing their hearts out or munching on candy, not being involved in these neverending internecine disputes.

now i'm not sure if the Singapore branch of worldvision would be organizing a GuluWalk here. but if they did, i would gladly take part. if anyone wants to know more, click here. or you could just ask me.

have a nice day. and remember, if you think you got it bad, there are others going through worse. =)

side note : since i'm not in such a good condition, i'll have to miss Now Playing's gig tonight at gashaus. *sob*. this will be the first time that i'll not be going to one of Now Playing's gigs. *wails loudly*. i wanna hear the vocalist!! yada yada!! daikirai desu.

-edit-
there was nothing much i could do today so i wrote the romaji lyrics for tokyo jihen's version of kurumaya-san. i don't think the lyrics for the song are out yet so this is for all those eager jihen fans out there. of course i can't assure you that the lyrics are 100% precise. but for the first paragraph, i cross-referenced with the kanji lyrics from misora hibari's Brazil performance video so it shouldn't be far off. that video can be found here. and if anyone wants the mp3 of the song, get it from here. link for tokyo jihen's video is here.

Kurumaya-san
by Tokyo Jihen

chouito omaji yo kurumaya-san
omae mikun de
tanomi ga gozansu
kono ten gami
naisho de watashi te
naisho no henjin ka
naisho de kuruyou ni
dekya senkai na
eh.. aiten no namae wa
kiku dake yabu yo
uta no monku ni aru janai ka
hito no koichi wo jamasuru yatsu wo
mado no suki sae nikurashii
eh kurumaya-san

sora da doushita no kurumaya-san
omae sappari heya kuri datta na ii
oi hito nara
naishou de watashi te
naishou no henjin ka
naishou de kitta noni
doko atta no sa
eh.. asore te kuru to wa
soryaa mai yo
uta no monku ni aru janai ka
ate ni nana nai o hito wa baka yo
ate ni suru hito motto baka
eh kurumaya-san

2006-08-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

ai to iu kotoba wa fuyou desu.

i was going to keep my post short and simple today because i'm not feeling so good right now. splitting headache, sorethroat, high temperature, the usual larr. but then, i saw this tiny,puny, minute little comment that flared me beyond words.

first of all, you damn fcked up bastard! how dare you try to ruin things! if i ever find out who you are, i swear to god i'll wring your neck. have you nothing better to do? she's fragile already as it is and you want to make it worse? if this is some kind of prank then i'm telling you right now its not funny. get a life dumbass! do you have too much time on your hands that you're able to devote precious time to doing worthless things? you watch out larr faggot. once i find who you are, you'll get it from me.

and now thanks to you, my headache is throbbing right now. dumbass shitfuck.

sheeeeeeesh. so anyways, just now i went to doinkx's place to study. the moment i got there, i plonked myself on her bed and fell asleep eventhough louis was jumping on the bed. i woke up at 5pm. doinkx was sleeping too. haha. study konon. byk punye study. sleepyheads.

deon tan ming hui, you better eat ar! a proper nutritional meal. sweets and cup noodles don't count! over the weekend, you must eat lots and lots so you can concentrate during your practical on monday. then after your practical we can eat your favourite laksa okay? XD

58.182.232.163

2006-08-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

..aishita hito wa anata dake..

gomen ne. i didn't get to update yesterday. blogger was being an absolute bitch. but hey, no biggie. it wasn't as if something significant happened.

i returned all my books and borrowed some comics in return. its been a while since i read snoopy nyaa? calvin and hobbes too. *hugs calvin & hobbes*

i'm listening to okonomide by the one and only, shiina ringo. i'll be changing my blog song to this. hope ya'll like it larr.

so ermmm, what am i supposed to say right now? i feel as if i have some expectation to live up to after that oh-so emotional previous post of mine. hah. ROFL.

so anyways, there's still some feelings left unresolved. i wish things would just blow over right now. but i know it won't. every action has a consequence right? bottom line, everything just sucks right now larr. all that grief and all that sorrow. i just don't get where its coming from. if only i could just push a rewind button somewhere and kill that fcked up asshole first. then none of this would have happened. so what am i supposed to do now? there's only so much a friend can do. i can't make things right for her. so what can i do? stand by and watch when my best friend is suffering? fat chance. i hate being human.

-edit-
even before the current dilemmas are resolved, more have surfaced. life is cruel. more tears have fallen. more hearts have been broken.

why do people fear being alone? from my point of view, being alone isn't that bad at all. i mean, isn't loneliness so much more better compared to the heartache, disappointment and plain old sorrow caused by the ones you so call 'love'? humans are afterall, such ugly creatures. we're greedy and selfish. we only care about ourselves right? don't you even dare say no.

our problems are only as big as we want them to be. don't dwell in the darkness because you think you're alone. grow up. everybody else feels that way too. you selfish bastard. you're life isn't that bad. you have food to eat, a roof over your head, people like me who care enough to reprimand you like this, what more can you ask for? there are people out there who are struggling just to live. what can you possibly complain about? open your eyes wider and for once actually look at the world you live in. there are other people in it too. quit whining for once and just realise that there's more to life than fun and games. wake up and do something useful with those able limbs of yours. it pains me to see such undeserving people lapping in luxury while there are others who suffer in silence and don't even seek for help.

i know i'm being a bitch but heck, somebody has to. humans are truly the most tainted species on this planet. why couldn't i be born a mouse?

2006-08-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

My Best Friend Is Crying

they fall one by one
and there's a puddle on the floor.

they fall one by one
staining the face i adore.

then suddenly all at once
the whole world crumbles down
to pieces.

and suddenly all at once
she's choking on her own
damn tears.

this is why i don't believe in BGR. us teenagers are not mentally prepared for the heartache, sacrifice etc in order to make a relationship work. we're just too naive and selfish for this kind of thing. i'm not saying all of us, but for most of us, that's the reality. teenagers should not meddle in matters of the heart until we've learnt to grow up. because contrary to popular belief, love (like life) is not a bed of roses. you've got to give more than you take. and frankly speaking, we're just not ready to commit ourselves to another human being of the opposite or similar sex. even if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend who you claim to 'love', can you seriously tell me that you don't 'entertain' people. be it through late night calls or smses. and please don't try to hide behind that platonic relationship bullshit. the reason you're still in contact with other guys/girls is because you're not ready to settle down yet. still testing out your other options. you get flattered when people show interest in you. if you seriously think that you and your spouse will last forever, get married and have lots of kids, you are truly and absolutely deluded. go check in to the nearest mental institute right now.

stick to friends i tell you. even if they ditch you, it won't hurt as much. or wait a few more years till you've matured mentally NOT physically before you get involved in a serious relationship. otherwise, you're just looking for a heartbreak. =)

2006-08-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

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*gomenasai minna. i'm limiting my posts to one per day. =)

2006-08-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

oral just now was ok. haha. i think the reading aloud passage was fcking easy. and i'm pretty sure my picture discussion was better than during the oral practices. and for conversation, haha. the questions were reasonably easy. general topics. when i ran out of things to say, i just spouted nonsense from social studies. haha. miz h would b proud. lolz. going to meet doinkx at night later. studying at Mc. toodles! XD

2006-08-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

STEM
by Shiina Ringo

There's a door here, but it will not break
There's a stone there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait
And the lies there, the scent of it, just too much
So should you,
Sow it once and make it grow, the sweet clematis
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold
Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?
Dreams of what is real

There's a breath here, but it will not break
There's a face there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name
And the stain is the color of red through red
And thus,
You cannot cry, confuse the lies, try to remember
When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire
Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given
Why oh why, why have these nightmares not long expired
The real is but a dream

From now on,
Should it grow and open full, the sweet clematis
Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more
Precious life, this life, just once, it comes just one time
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you
Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know I'll never be down again
Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time
Somehow, somehow, someone, ah
Entry Number One

*credits to ringo-jihen

2006-08-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

a funny conversation took place yesterday. between hana and me. for those who are unaware, hana is my 4-year old sister. [red is the english translation]

hana : kakak teka siape tampal sticker kat sini?
me : tok?
hana : tak, hana.
me : ye ke? setahu kakak, budak naughty jer tampal sticker2 kat drawer. hana bukan budak naughty kan? hana good girl kan? abeh siape yang tampal?
hana : tok.

hana : guess who pasted the stickers here?
me : the uncle?
hana : no, me.
me : really? but i thought only naughty kids paste stickers on drawers. you're not a naughty girl right? you're a good girl. so who pasted this?
hana : the uncle.

haha. i was totally laughing my ass off at that point. the nerve of her. admit already then changed her mind. haha. kids. kawaii desu yo?

2006-08-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

oh my bloody god. i sincerely wish he'd devote his precious time to the other students. THEY need help. NOT me. i know i can do better.i know i'm not doing my best. i know that right now, i'm not focused. the point is, I KNOW. and i will do something about it when I FEEL that its time to. so please people, get off my back!

malay dance farewell party just now. it was so-so. ate pizza and got a token. gave a sort of speech too. i have to say that the future of malay dance is looking dim right now. what with the new batch being as insipid as they are. they are as passionate as a bunch tree trunks. and they are totally lacking in the discipline department too. i know i'm a bitch towards them but its not as if my bitchiness is unnecessary. i mean look at them now. without me screaming and yelling, they slack. after i stepped down, numerous complaints arose about how the quality of their practices has degraded significantly. ugh. they need a new figure of authority. they need to start respecting(fearing) the other seniors. sheeesh.

a taste of enka. =). enjoy!

2006-08-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

a certain figure of authority ticked me off just now. i mean, like what the bloody fck. if you had a student who gets decent grades without ever paying attention or doing any of the work assigned and a bunch of idiots who are in dire need of assistance, which would you pick to 'pester'? as a teacher, i would choose the latter. i mean, there are other people who actually need you to care about them but no, you choose to bother me of all people. i DO NOT need any of your help. if i require any form of assitance or guidance from you (though i highly doubt it), i will ask. otherwise, shut your trap and mind your business. sheeeeesh.

i'm starting to like enka music as well. misora hibari in my opinion is like the Ella Fitzgerald of enka. lolz. ishikawa sayuri is pretty good too. her song tsugaru kaikyo fuyu geshiki is fcking good! even as an oba-san she still sings in perfect pitch and tune! *worships* but its bloody hard to get a hold of enka songs. haiz. such a pity.